Faith is an interesting thing, prayer even stranger. To think that I can intercede on the behalf of another person to the almighty God for healing and not only believe it will have an effect but wait in anticipation for the results is nothing short of mind blowing.
There was recently a patient on the ward who underwent a total thyroidectomy back in February. Unfortunately, in the process her parathyroid gland was disturbed and stopped functioning properly. Why is this important? The parathyroid is responsible for controlling calcium in the body. Calcium is necessary for nerve communication and muscle contraction.
This patient, Gloria*, was receiving copious amounts of IV calcium as well as oral and still she was symptomatic with labs well under the normal range (8.4-10.2 mg/dL). Week after week she continued on the medication without seeing any results. It was to the point that, in my opinion, all medical options were exhausted and still no improvement.
One Saturday evening I was praying for Gloria and I felt the Lord say “8 by Friday.” If this was her calcium it was a great deal above what she had been running and frankly seemed impossible but who am I to argue with the Great Physician. The following Monday the general surgery team leader informed me that the goal for this patient was to have her calcium reach 8 mg/dL by Friday. I just nodded and said, “Yeah, I think it will be.” Little did she know the confidence in which I was making this statement.
As the week progressed Gloria’s calcium was steadily increasing as her dose was also increasing. By Thursday she reached 8.4 mg/dL. We were all in awe. Friday morning I eagerly awaited her result. It was exactly 8.0. I almost started crying. However, in the days that followed her medication was weaned back resulting in her levels once again dropping. Many people onboard were discouraged and doubted if she would ever be healed. Gloria herself started doubting. Sure, she was 8 by Friday but she was also on a mega-dose of calcium so those levels weren’t necessarily a reflection of her true condition. For me though, it didn’t matter how she got there, God was saying “I’m still in control.”
Weeks went by and still no improvement. “God, where are you?” One night I was reading my Bible and came across this verse in the book of Habakkuk
LORD, I have heard of your fame; I stand in awe of your deeds, LORD. Repeat them in our day, in our time make them known; in wrath remember mercy.
I heard God once again speaking to me, this time simply saying “I will heal her.” I was overwhelmed and convinced that this would be my declaration the day Gloria was healed – I would stand in awe of the Lord’s deeds! I have seen that God works on his own time table in his own ways and who am I to doubt or question. The only thing I can do is pray and have faith in his Word and his promises.
Fast forward of few weeks and Gloria’s levels are once again rising. This time her dose was either remaining the same or steadily decreasing. She was taken off IV calcium and still her levels remained in range. Her oral dose was decreased and still she was on target. Last week Gloria was discharged. The day before she was sent home there was a party on the ward for her. Our physician who has been managing Gloria’s care for the last 4 months walked over to her and put her arm around her – Gloria had tears running down her cheeks. I’m sure she thought the day would never come. There were a lot of people on the ship who thought the day would never come, myself included.
Gloria is not totally off medication but she is now on a much more manageable, oral dose with continued improvement. I know God is not done. I know he will heal her fully. I know that he does things for his purpose and his time so he receives the glory.
On the day she was discharged a friend of mine and nurse on the ward was excitedly saying she too was amazed that Gloria has finally been discharged and said “Doesn’t it make you want to say ‘Go team.’” I looked at her and said “No, it makes me want to say, ‘Go God.’”
We had nothing to do with her healing and I fully believe that.
*The patient’s name in this post has been changed to protect confidentiality of the individual.